The END . . . ?

When the change comes . . .

Looking at the pivot, what is the focus?

In a moment what was is no longer. And when we look at the “was”, the what was, we are with grief, sorrow and loss. In moment of change, a truth. And a truth of what time?

As we feel, we are in a moment, true. And when that moment is continued . . . ? Well that is of our own value and making.

We can, seeing the what was, keep looking at the “was” or we can, having seen the past, look toward what we want . And what, we anticipate for our future. Our future that is in our hope and in Our desire to “BE” what we will will our selves to BE.

At the end. At the end. Is it only an END?

We choose the simplicity or complexity.

An END, only? Or is the end, Our new BEGINNING . . .

When It Takes a Moment

Today went by and the moments pasted. At the end, a pause, a moment, time relaxed. When time is let still, for a second or two, then the love of all my life is suddenly true. And no where, like the eternity of light, is ever so bright, as the love we let in, when we sit just in the light.

A smile Remembered

Today, the light is in the heavens, remembered in my soul.
Today light defines me, but not as I see it, as I miss it.
Today life is made of light and misses known joys.

Today is beautiful,
Now to remember.

What do, you do?

Good to know we are all progressing on lifting the weight of the past.

Letting go of waiting for the past to be less of an impediment.

I don't know all that your individual "past" was or even is now, but . . .

I do know a brilliance of your present light and love which is coming from you.

I'm not answering about your past, I just thought I would say, " I love you."

In fact I look at issues that are "past" for me, and then say, "Well, That's That, now next!"

I am less now, of all that I pay attention to "that I was."

I am more of whom I'm becoming when, I focus on my future and my love, the love I wish to give into the world.

I still look over my shoulder, but the me that is growing in me, coming from a wonderful future is not back there.

Today

When to day plays upon my head or the "are not's" in my life seem many, I reach for a time of beauty. A beauty past, remembered or a beauty I imagine that's coming my way. It, what every "it" may be, may never get here today. "It" may never be reflected about me today. And "it", it in my imagination is seen by me "today".

Today, today is the day I imagine the beauty of life, even when the day does not start that way. Beauty is the image I choose to see in my memory, even when I'm making the memory today.

Well there we are. Today is a beautify day. That's how I am remembering it today.

Before you Go, Say "IT"

Not once, but a hundred times, I've had something really important to say, "Only after they have left."

What is it that gives us the answer, only when we think we have no way to use the answer?

Maybe a too careful mind, or a hesitant self or . . .

But really, what matters is we feel left behind or incomplete and non-effective.

Missing out we feel we have something missing in us. We are missing.

Well, there is an answer to change you feelings of what you have as your parts or whole.

Take a moment in a day that has incompleteness in it and write a note to the time "you did say, whatever."

Try it now. Just think of a time you didn't say "IT", and now say it.

Think of them and say it, and notice what you feel about you having said "IT" for yourself to them.

Even when they haven't heard "IT" you've said it.

Good for you!
It is good for you.

Beginning from Before

Each day we, I, many of us are looking to be new, do better or just try to get it "right." But, you see we don't so often as we would like.

We have our explanations and excuses and denials. And as sad as that might be, it is our repeated reaches for doing it better at all, that does bring us higher on our paths to growth, evolution, expansion or closer to God (By all the names we give them).

On the days or at the times we succeed with our stated goals of advancement, we celebrate. We say well done. But the length of the hoorah is short and we once again return to our self reminding of the list not completed or reached.

So, is our sorrow of an accident or some thing displeasurable to our selves or is it from the accident or mistake in how we evaluate our progress?

Our success or satisfaction is not in the achievement or conclusion of the quest, but in how we deal with the failures of our lives. In simple speak, get up and dust yourself off and go on.

But life is not a simple experience and usually the failure is not the "dust" oneself or others can see, the failure is within and the added distaste we add to our falling short of some goal we had set or expected of ourselves.

When we are kind and generous in our forgiveness of self and mistakes and our failures, we are turning failure into the success it will at some point become.

Our successes and satisfactions are built by the kindnesses we weave our failures into.

We make what we do, into the success we hope to have.